Day 4

Last night was terrible. I woke up in the middle of my 2nd rem cycle with a severe stomach ache. It felt like the walls of my tummy were sore. At first I though I just needed to go to the bathroom but it wasn't that. I remembered I read somewhere that massaging the colon helps with something, so I tried that and felt better after a few minutes. But waking up because of pain is horrible.

I think I'd been overdosing the salt in my saltwater flush. I don't have a teaspoon (I live in a college dorm, I don't have many things!!) And maybe that's why it takes so long to act. I corrected the dose today.

I stayed in my room until around 3:30, ran some errands them went to work until 7pm. I've been faithfully drinking the 60-64oz of lemonaid a day plus some water, about 16oz. Very proud of myself.

I have realized that all things coming out of me are dark and sink to the bottom of the toilet. Is this the mucous already? Or toxins? Cause it smells like sin.
My breath is getting funny, so time to invest in some peppermint tea. Also, I find I'm very tired in the mornings but wide awake and bursting with energy in the afternoon and evening.

Later my ENTIRE GROUP OF FRIENDS decided to go to IHOP. Again!! Dangiiit! I took my lemonaid and my senna teabag with me just like last time and survived again. torture I tell you! The gang is finally getting the point, and they're being a little more supportive. By that I mean the don't fork something and dangle it in front of me.

I feel amazing. I can see the weight loss. 16 days to go... Will I make it? The coating on my tongue is pretty thick but it doesn't feel weird. I'm afraid in a few days, when the toxins really start releasing (even through the pores) I'll begin to stink. *sigh* I'll be doing 5 showers daily.

I think I'm going to switch from molasses to maple syrup next week. A change of taste will do me good. Then I'll switch back for the remaining 8 days.
16 more days... today was wednesday... This will end on a thursday, then about 3 days of food rehab... more... like 6 days. hmm... I think I'm going to go crazy.